Wednesday, July 28, 2010
Because I’m me, I feel like this today. Because I’m me, I feel stupid feelings like this. Because I’m me, I cried like a stupid idiot infront of my helpless friend. Because I’m me, I haven’t had a proper meal the whole day. Because I’m me, I made my friends mad today. Because I’m me, I’m blabbing nonsense right now. Because I’m me, I get stupid thoughts that don’t even make any sense.
All this crap, all this nonsense. ALL BECAUSE I’M ME. And all I want is to be able to have the strength to be something for once. Other than me. Coz Being a weak, sensitive, emotional and forgiving person…Its really not as easy as you think. Even if I’m smiling all day. I get tired and i have feelings too.
And you know...
There are days when even the closest people to you can make you want to scream. When all you can say to them is…Yeah, I know. But YOU’RE NOT ME. So don’t even try to understand what the hell I’m going through. Coz somehow, you never will. Somehow, I just it when I get judged for being me. I'm imperfect, but perfectly me. What am I supposed to do?
♥andrea♥P.S. I just over-think sometimes. Today is one of those times. I'm sooo sorry. Its my freaking nature and nothing because of you.
♥My right to speak. My right to love♥ 6:33 PM
