♥andrea♥

Heyy, I feel pleased that I'm able to give a post for 2 days in a row:)
Hahaha, and what more just a day before common tests-.-

Lols...Anyways, tomorrow, English paper and SS-SBQ...
Yay!! I have less things to study for SS, only the skills:D
Read through them last night, trying to get things into my head...
I didn't know I was sooo tired from the workshop until I hit my bed...
That was around 11pm +++...
Asking why I slept so late??
I was reading through english and social studies stuffs...-.-
I'm such a loser...My english might just fail tomorrow...
I dunno why I said that...Nevermnd...

Anyways, today, I went home right after Sunday School as I was feeling weird...
I dunno why but yea, I felt weird:)
Haha, no I was not having fever again. But my head was painful and I was feeling really sleepy and tired...
I was feeling the same way yesterday, just before lunch.
Nauseous, no appetite and cold-.-
Anyways...
Came home, slept for about half an hour ( oops, I extended 15 mins-.- )
And then I'm like lost in my revision...
If you can even call it revision.
I'm on a break now so..(:

So, I guess I'll end by wishing everyone GOOD LUCK FOR THE COMMON TESTS!!! :D

♥andrea♥

Lols, if ou guys are thinking of the food rojak, then no, its not what my post is about today:)

Its more like I feel excited to go for the sec 1 camp but I feel a bit too lazy...
Can you believe it??
Like for the first time, I'm actually saying that I'm too lazy to go for a camp O.O
Apparently, I L♥ve camps...a bit xiao, but yeah, thats me:(
But the camp is like on the last day of Common Tests!!!
Gosh, I'm soo pressured to do well in my subjects already...-.-
I need to do well, better. I've been slacking too much like since last year-.-
I need to pick up my pace...

I realized that I'm less active in some things now...
Like in Prefectorial Board??
Gosh, some things to me are like POINTLESS...
Sorry, but really, after a while, you just feel so tired coz the problems are reapeted and you get extra scolding for things that you've been doing your best to solve:(
I hate it that sooo many times, the teachers don't see the amount of effort you put in to complete the work they assigned, the times you have sacrificed and they totally don't sympathize with you!! >.<
Yeah, talk about indigestion, not being able to study for tests, missing lessons, being late for tution classes and just feeling soo exhausted...?
Maybe thats just the small part of it...? I dunno....

Yess, I'm coplaining now, I shouldn't but I just did...):
I guess that I'm kinda feeling the pressure:(
Sometimes, you feel like..."I wish I never got the responsibility in the first place" No??

But of course, I feel a total opposite at times in Guides:)
Dunno why, but there's something about Guides...
Its stressful, yes. But at the end of the day, seeing what you have achieved, you don't feel so tired. The teachers emphatize with you, they scold for a reason(most of the times) and their activities and meetings are not what we call "good for nothing".
Sorry that I have to make prefectorial board like the worst thing in the world...
I don't mean to, but there is no system. The prefects somehow feel that the school is just using us. It seems that way doesn't it?
Its just an excuse for getting people to put chairs for assemblies, people to serve them for any functions, and many more??
I dunno, but come on...The only things that I can remeber to be worth it would be the Camp in St. John Island and the Adam Kooh Camp:)
Soo sorry, but I really need a plaze to give out my shizzz...

hais...Just to tired...-.-

Anyways, the workshop just now was ok I guess...
Really would have prefered to stay at home to study but it wasn't really that much of a waste of time:)
Good thing:)

♥andrea♥

P.S. I feel a bit weird in a good way today...Totally like, I soo don't give a damn anymore about my situation[the korean drama]. I think this is the stage where totally get over some people. You don't feel anything aanmore coozz it seems though that the person you once knew is no longer there....? Don't advise me to think it over, please.

Hello:)

Hmm, really happy yet confused??
Ok, not that confused but..I dunno...

I found out yesterday that all this while, I've been FULLY exempted from MT-.-
NICE...Totally wasted my time all this while much??
My teacher also said that was what happened to Abimere and Mitz last year...
Hais...But I'm still sitting for the paper regardless..
If I can that is...?
I won't let all those time in lessons go to waste.

Anyways, I'm gonna go for the sec one camp, YAYYY!!! ^^V
Totally pleased, of course:)
BUT (there's always a but)
I dun wanna go for the workshop tomorrow:(
The sec 4s, I believe have bonded enough, we don't need more bonding...
Its like, we had a bonding session before UG camp last year, bonded well enough during the camp itself and then you want us to bond some more???
pfft...
Totally tired and I have to study for my common tests.
FYI, it starts on MONDAY-.-

I wanna die for Emaths T.T
Same problem last year...but I dunno, maybe I should just practice more no??
Whatever it is, I'm gonna slack a bit today then study later:)
No, its not a form of procrastination, its just that its no use studying so hard if I know tha nothing is gonna go into my head coz I'm tired right??

Anyways, went to lunch after school with Rebecca, saw Nadiah, Haziqah, Joanna, Selina and Koun along the way...
Ate at BK, talked, walked around EastPoint:)
Lols, sounds like we slacked..haha:)
Wanted to get something really cute that could motivate me to study but, nothing really caught my eye-.-
I was looking for a stupid planner too...
Did I forget to mention that the school handbook was a total dissappointment??
We were so looking forward to getting it as it served really well as a planner but...
Seesh...What to do?
We got one that was all lines....=.='''
TOTALLY DISSAPPOINTING:(

But anyways, gonna get a good planner real soon, promise:)

So...gonna slack now:)

Toodles:D

♥andrea♥

hello, hello...
Shorrt post....

Today, had fever after the service and in the afternoon...-.-
Damn it, why today of all the days???
Have yet to fnish my homework, have no idea how to do the job application letter...And its been 2 weeks!!
OMG, sucha simple task and yet my brain won't function for it..-.-
Totally, dooped...

Anyways, this morning, I found out that me and Tita Oday was up for special number...DAMN IT..I guess I won't mind so much if you told me the night before...But I was told this morning!!! THIS MORNING!!!
Gawd...
Whatever....

Tomorrow, is Thinking Day and Founder's Day celebrations:)
Must come to school at 6.15am-.-
Damn, I know its early, but I must leave it that way...
Just to be sure:)
Might go home after the parade if I still have fever...
Gawd, everyone is falling sick now huh?
Take care people exams are coming....(:

♥andrea♥

P.S. My mom told me a little something that left me dumbfounded. If I stay on in school tomorrow, Jannine, I gotta tell you alite?? :)

Hello:)
Hahas, well, I had sucha long and tiring day..gawd...

Had WTD celebrations at the stadium once again:)
May I add, its our last:(
whatevers..-.-
So happy to get Gold again this year...(:(:
All the sec 4s were hugging and jumping right after the WTD pagent:)
The performance, coz our guides were part of the opening show, was AWESOME!!!
We had this "photo-taking session" at the reception area later on...
OMG, we took a photo with Puan Noor Aishah herself!!
But dang, we didn't use our own camera...what a waste:(
We took loads of pics too...
Bah, I'm too lazy to upload-.-
Next time k???
Maybe I'll post it with Monday's parade:)

Missed cross country today and I have no more energy to do my homeworks:(
So sad, never gonna be able to run for cross country ever:(

Anyways, I should go rest now...
Totally unwell...
Btw, how I wished I could've gone to see the Chingay parade:(
Totally missed out on the sec 3 on the PAYM float:(
But still, good work guys..
Seeing you guys come to school so tired and sleepy...hais...really pity you guys...
But you made it through:)

♥andrea♥

I find fairy tales such B.S.
Totally a bad influence to the younger generations.
Why?
They make the little innocent ones think that everything is just fine and dandy.
No worries, carefree and so simple.
As though things will always be in "happily ever after" state without effort, without you fighting for it, without the dramas.
Yes, there are some fairy tales that are nice, sweet and totally heart-melting.
But the innocent ones will just believe, not knowing the universal law of reap what you sow.
And that with no pain, there's no gain.
Fairy tales will leave the juveniles hurt and in a totally dissappointed state.
Don't hurt the innocent.

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Yess, I have nothing to do right?
Well, unfortunately, not that free...
Came from a tiring day.
I have to say, eventhough there was only 3 days of school for us, still, bushed...
Wednesday night, I studied till 12am for bio...
I'm not even sure if anything useful entered my head.
Thursday morning, woke up at 4am, trying to push notes into my head.
Dunno if it worked...
Thursday night, filing my emaths...
Not sure why I bothered...But haha, I told my mom this:
"If my teacher calls you tomorrow and says that I didn't do my work or I didn't hand in homework...whatsoever....Tell him that you know..."
And my mom was like..."ok"
LOL...amazing? Consider that normal....but not for my dad-.-
Anyhoos...
North, South, East and West division guides came over to my school today to practice for tomorrow-.-
Seemed like we were slaking off...? Not really...
Getting scolded from Mdm Perema, serving as ruuners & P.A. crew, don't forget back stage and coordinating the ushers for the other schools...Tiring no?
And it was such a hot day!!! Gawd...):
But no, it doesn't end there...Tomorrow...big day? Maybe...
Tomorrow, night and Sunday afternoon and night, mugg:(
Monday, come damn early to school...):
Peesh...and no Half-u!!!
Its like WTF?!?!?!
Ok, sorry but that is just B.S....
And all the way till remedial too...fish net ugh...
Damn hot and irritating dah....>.<

Ending post I guess...so long already...seesh...

♥andrea♥

P.S. I'm very blurr these days, if you talk to me and I don't get you or don't even hear you, forgive me:(

Heyy...

Felt really sick the whole day...
I dunno why...
And FORTUNATELY, NOTHING HAPPENED:)
I was too busy ignoring;p
oooopss:(

Anyways...
I was SUPPOSED to sing actually...
The impromptu performance was all because my dad came into my room the night before and said this:
"I have a serious problem. I just receive a message from two jokers who said that they can't sing for special number tomorrow coz they don't have time to practice."

It took me a while to get the message and for the whole time I gave my dad a classic blank expression...
But no, I didn't sing coz I was unwell, didn't wake up early...
Reached church around 9.30-.-
Still, tried to look normal...I guess I looked normal...
My head was throbbing all the way through the tagalog service...
Wanted to go home but thought otherwise...

Anyways, listening to the song I'm supposed to play for Tita Oday and my sis...
Thank you by the Katinas...
Such a nice song♥♥
Here's the link to the version I'm planning to achieve...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8LbWPClATrc
if I even can that is...
You all very well know I get too lazy to learn a song when its by plucking...
Tita and I kinda got the blending sorted out...
Just my guitar left..
I've been strumming but I know plucking sounds soo much better:)

okaes, bye:)

♥andrea♥

Ok, Now, I really have something to blog about...
Yes, I'm fumming mad now. Wanna know what happened??

I switched coms and opened my msn messanger. After checking who the hell is online, I read something that made me wanna throw a whole load of things at someone.

THAT SOMEONE SHOULD GET THIS INTO HIS HEAD:
I find you really irritating, you are such a childish fool whose actions makes me feel totally livid.
You knew from the start about my situation and yet, you come in and added fuel to the fire. You were warned and advised to stay out of things because I obviously will just give you just one thing; A COLD AND HEARTLESS REJECTION.

But you, being a stubbourn ass, persued your actions and asked others to even emphathize with you. Now, you can't face up to reality, you begin to curse me? I mean stop being such a petty idiot please! I know I'm gonna sound heartless here but please.

Almost everyone thinks that you are being a fool. And may I redeem myself, I add the word 'almost' to my sentence to sound nicer. If I wasn't the type to actually care about hurting people, I wouldn't have said that.

And you even have the guts to ask my friends to like what...? THREATEN ME? Look, its your problem to what you do on the things you spent time and effort on. I didn't ask yo to do anything right? What the hell was that reaction for??

I might get a lecture from pals on Wednesday morning.
'Andrea, that was a bit harsh of you'

FYI, THIS MIGHT BE THE ONLY WAY TO GET SOME PEOPLE TO THINK STRAIGHT.

I don't like being a mean person and hurting another. But as the saying goes, desperate times calls or desperate measures.

I don't think I can bear to apologize for this post or apologize for hurting you whatsoever. Right now, my temper is still at a high and I can't think of any reason why I shouldn't be angry at you.
May I remind you, my closest friends find you a pain too. Don't be angry at me, look at yourself first ok?

♥andrea♥

P.S. You wanna play the petty game with me, I'll give you the petty game. And fyi, it has started.

Hello:)

Hahas, well nothing much to post today:)
I dunno where Tito Philip went.He was supposed to come over..
But who cares??
I like the free time in my hands(:
And no, I can't go and disturb anybody by SMS-ing them:(
My phone has been out of money for a very long time and I have yet to get a top-up-.-
yes, apparently, I'm just too lazy to buy....seesh...

okaes nothing interesting today arh....

I can't go online coz I'm using my dad's laptop, and it has no msn messengaer and all that...
So I guess, I'll conntinue with graphology research?
I dunno, I'm in no mood to do my homework...
I guess, I'll let myself slack today and then 'chiong' for the 2 days of holiday??
Yea, sounds much beter coz somehow, I feel too stressed to even think of anything....
Wait, maybe its not much of stress...
Just exhausted...
Oh and someone remind me to polish my boots and badge on Tuesday...
There's a rehersal on Wednesday...
I'm just too tired to talk about that now...

So...tata:)

♥andrea♥

P.S. To those lovely gals wishing me all the best for valentine's and all...well, I'm not expecting anything alites?? don't get yourself too excited k?? But I love ya guys for the support♥♥♥

Today was a really cool day:)
Well, I just reached me about an hour ago...
Went for lunch with Mira, Syafiqah and Sha'irah:)
Had lunch at Popeye's and had a good laugh at some lower secondary boys we saw trying to give their loved ones a gift..
Total LOL and immature.
That was how they did it...

Not loitering on that topic...

This morning, Mira gave us [reffered to the prefect clique ++ Syafiqah and Sha'irah] a flower each:)
That was sweet and Mira was ever so happy to recieve our hugs after we got our flowers.♥
Ok, looked a bit odd that we held flowers on our way to our morning duty and was still laughing hard at what soemone did to Geraldine. :D
No description given as I might die frrom it:(
But really, it was like the topic of the morning for us:)

Then came the concert.
I should say, great job for Dom and Nat for being the emcees:)
Well done you two..want a lolipop??hahaha:) ^^V
Then after the concert, some photo taking with our flowers:)
Haha, no pics with me now, but maybe later ya??

That's it then?
Advanced happy New Year and Valentine's Day:)

Which reminds me, tomorrow would mark a year ago when we, the guides, had camp in school over the period of Valentine's day:)
And also when we recieved the news of getting Gold for the year 2008:)
We knew it before anyone did...Stuck in a course remember??
I remember messaging people a happy valentine's like during the lesson itself...LOL..

Ok, enough reminising:)

♥andrea♥

Hello:D

Its been a while since I last blogged...
hmmm...lets see...UPDATES???

Well, Monday was-so far-the best day of 2010^^V
Yess, indeed.
2 free periods, NOT INCLUSIVE OF MOTHER TONGUE.
No structured remedials for both Humanities and English
And lastly, there wasn't really any tests the next day nor was there any homework dued.
Life was great.

Today is my 2nd free day of the week.
Miss Gina didn't come to school so no extra remedials for Amaths:)
Actually, I wanna finish the syllabus so that I can practice more.
I should be sad right?
But still, I was damn tired...
Almost fell asleep during the Physics test...
So I get to go home and sleep:)

And we had Thinking day rehersals with the scouts this Wednesday.
Unfortunately, we only have 2 rehersals for this parade...
Hais...so laat minute...
But I believe it won't be much of a problem:)
Only those on stage I guess??
The contingent is great anyway:)

And since we're on the topic, I guess I haven't said this out.
Huge congrats to Changkat Guides for recieving the PNA Gold award once again for both the 1st and 2nd Company:):):):)
3 years since we began with 2 companies, 3 years since we started getting double-golds:)
I thank and praise the Lord for that.
I was really greatful for that news and I was so ever happy^^

Anyways, a moment of bragging there...sorry:(


So, I guess that's all??
Gonna have lunch with Sha'irah, Mira and Syafiqah tomorrow.
I believe we're going to Tampines:)
Chinese New Year weekeend, gonna study??
Haha, yea, my life seems to revolve around studies:(
But I owe Mr Ho so much homework, and I havn't done any of my corrections>.<
Does anyone even do them???
Whatevver, I don't want him to start calling my parents or anything.


So plans are to study and practice my work and yes, I have so-called volunteered to help tutor my sis in her work.
Just great aye?
'O' Levels 'round the corner and I have a PSLE "student" in my hands-.-
But its the least I can do to help my parents I guess...

So Happy Chinese New Year everyone!!! :)

♥andrea♥

P.S. I'm researching on graphology now. Really cool stuff:)
P.P.S. I borrowed Sunday's at Tiffany's once again. The book still melts my heart:) I'm such a hopeless romantic. Please Forgive me:(

“It's possible to go on, no matter how impossible it seems, and that in time, the grief . . . lessens. It may not go away completely, but after a while it's not so overwhelming”
NICHOLAS SPARKS-DEAR JOHN

Yes, there are times when things seem almost impossible to forget.
But I know that one day will come when thigs are "Not so overwhelming"

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I was falling asleep just now during the tagalog service.
I guess that the week has really worn me out.
I feel so tired and I'm dreading the fact that there's a test tomorrow.
I have yet to study...
Geez, I migh flunk it...
But honestly, I don't have energy left in me to do anything productive.
Only good point of the day:
I was able to play the guitar and kinda relax myself:)
And now, I look like some bob-idiot...
The irritating guy from the salon went to cut my hair so short!!!
Gawd...
I asked him to layer and cut like 1cm or so...
I think he went to cut half an inch!!
DAMN...
Whatever it is...
have a great day:)

♥andrea♥

Today, I got some BIG NEWS...
Yess, it was a huge blow...
But The news would have to wait...

Anyways, it was an emotional ride for me today.
Yess, totally typical of a girl to have mood swings...
But today, it wasn't the cause of any hormones or chemical reactions in my body whatsoever..
Today, I was sooo...
Ugh...
I think I'd better not go into that...
Things may not look so good.

Anyways, today, we ran about 6 rounds around the school track
Thank God it was only 6 rounds and what more, on the school track!!!
Haha, but then I felt dizzy after that and wanted to puke my insides out.
And the best thing was, the next period was reccess followed by E.maths-_-
Speaking of which, I'm so gonna flunk my test...
I don't seem to remember anything once I see the paper..
Yess, reson why I joined that FB group..
My mind really does go blank...
Seesh...

Guides...
Well, the usual?
Had some rehersal with the scouts:)
THINKING DAY:(
My last and probably most memorable?
But ONCE A GUIDE, ALWAYS A GUIDE.

Anyways, I found something really worth saying today..
This is what happens when you're kinda bored and then start surfing the net for random stuffs...
I like to look around at quotes or sayings..
So here's one I found which I can totally relate to...

This also goes out to anyone upset now:) SMILE^V

Life is full of ups and downs. Spending 60 seconds being upset, angry, cross or mad is the same as losing one minute of happiness. So why not cherish what you have now and be happy? Life is afterall, too short to live in regrets. ♥♥

♥andrea♥

Today, I didn't feel angry.
No. Today, I was not furious.
Today , I was LIVID.
Yes, I was, and maybe still am, LIVID.

It'll be cheap for me to be cursing my heads off on my blog.
Yes, it will seem really trashy if I were to start putting on vulgarities in my post.
And, no, I will not say anything tawdry that might cause some people to choke.

And no, today, I will not obsess on things so much.
I just need to let THEM know a little something.

Its fine if you don't want to cooperate.
Its fine if you treat us like dafts.
But I honestly am telling you now that all this will lead up to a formidable ending that will just cause you to shoot your heads off.
Do not say that you never saw it coming.
You know very well what we feel. That everyone knows.
Just hope that it actually comes through to you.

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Tomorrw, A.Maths test..
Thursday, Geography test.
Friday, Emaths test.
Monday, Social Studies test.

No one can stop the strength I feel in me:)

♥andrea♥

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