Friday, July 30, 2010
Geez, I hate today's whether...The sky has been sooo grey...I guessed it affected everyone's mood huh? We all seemed depressed. Or maybe its just us sec 4s...Hais...Sad much?
Anyway, I don't really know what to say here...just check out my tumblr to see random stuffs alright:):)
Happy weekend STUDYING peeps...You do know that mock exams are next week. Just 3 days away:) All the est everyone! :D
♥andrea♥P.S. I posted this on my tumblr and I'll say it once again. To my darling...Don’t listen to what they say. Coz to me, you are and will always be cute and handsome just the way you are kay? :) You know I love you, and I always will♥
♥My right to speak. My right to love♥ 8:31 PM
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
Because I’m me, I feel like this today. Because I’m me, I feel stupid feelings like this. Because I’m me, I cried like a stupid idiot infront of my helpless friend. Because I’m me, I haven’t had a proper meal the whole day. Because I’m me, I made my friends mad today. Because I’m me, I’m blabbing nonsense right now. Because I’m me, I get stupid thoughts that don’t even make any sense.
All this crap, all this nonsense. ALL BECAUSE I’M ME. And all I want is to be able to have the strength to be something for once. Other than me. Coz Being a weak, sensitive, emotional and forgiving person…Its really not as easy as you think. Even if I’m smiling all day. I get tired and i have feelings too.
And you know...
There are days when even the closest people to you can make you want to scream. When all you can say to them is…Yeah, I know. But YOU’RE NOT ME. So don’t even try to understand what the hell I’m going through. Coz somehow, you never will. Somehow, I just it when I get judged for being me. I'm imperfect, but perfectly me. What am I supposed to do?
♥andrea♥P.S. I just over-think sometimes. Today is one of those times. I'm sooo sorry. Its my freaking nature and nothing because of you.
♥My right to speak. My right to love♥ 6:33 PM
Friday, July 9, 2010
Hello!! Haha, I haven't updated in a while huh? But anyway, my tumblr is kinda active?? yea, but not to worry, I won't ditch blogger:) Anyway, just in case you guys don't know, my tumblr is under my links. And you may have noticed that the post that I'm about to write is form my tumblr:):)
Sooo....
Hahaha, today was our turn for the External Validation interveiw. We were interviewed by a guy named Andrew Tan. Some principal of a good school I suppose? Anyway, it was really quite funny after all. I mean, yes, it was nerve-racking. But come on...You gotta admit that it was funny right?? :D
Before the interview: Mrs Chua asked why we (Student leaders) had different colour ties. We answered her in a kinda joking manner, "Different generation" I mean come on...Who would ask that right?
During the interveiw: Mr Tan- "May I ask, why do you have dfferent coloured ties?" And we really said different generation! :) How awesome huh? But the best part is that he actually bought the excuse-.- FAIL.
After interveiw: We joked about it, and even told Mrs Ho. She kinda had a worried look on her face :/
But hey, I think we guys did a really good job:):) It didn't feel all fake and scripted to me and I believe that we were able to cover most of the points the teachers wanted us to right?? :):)
Oh, but just one thing...Of all the people whom you guys can ask to write down the report, it had to be me?? :( I have like..a SEVER CASE OF SHORT TERM MEMORY. And I'm serious okayy...I forget sooo many things.... :( But I have yet to hand it in. I was actually working on it just now but I kinda gave up. My head was throbbing already:( I can't remember sooo much [except for all the nonsense :p ]
So, I waited for Shafiqah after school, went to her house again. Went Home at around 5pm or soo...Got ready for tuition. Went for tuition. Went home. My lifestyle is soooo boring:( [Only perks would be when I talk to you perhaps? :D ]
Anyway, Amaths lesson tomorrow. I guess we're finishing up differentiation and starting on integration? :( Soooo tired...I can't absorb much...I drew out a time-table for the weekend, and my gosh...I would have to sleep at about 12am plus just to complete the minimum requirements! :( plus revisions and all...probably 2am?? But I know that the Lord will always be guiding me:):) But still, I think my immune system might deteriorate once again:( Like seriously...My throat is hurting sooo much now:( Can't even eat that much:(:(
Anyway, have a good night and a good weekend everyone!! :D
♥andrea♥P.S. I miss you:( I looove you soooo much♥ You just make me smile...sometimes...a bit toooo much:/ ♥♥♥
♥My right to speak. My right to love♥ 11:05 PM
