Sunday, June 20, 2010
Happy Father's Day!! ♥Hmm, today was Father's day:) The usual yet unique celebration in our church where all the families had to say a little something for their fathers:):)
Anyway, I want to FIRSTLY APPOLGIZE to YOU :(:(I am sooo soooo sooorrryy that I wasn't able to reply your message:( It really slipped my mind to buy top-up for my phone and I don't think that I'll be getting one soon:( Gosh..this sucks...And truth be told, I miss you soo much:( Yea, I kinda just saw you earlier on but I just still miss you♥ Please forgive me?:( I've been messing up sooo much now-a-days...And I really don't know why... :( I'm super-duper sooooorrryy my love:( I loooveee you sooo soooo much♥ I really really am soooooo sorry:( I feel soo bad always messing up here :( I am sooo sorry:(........................................................................................
Thought of today: My life verse; Proverbs 3:5-6
-Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding.
-In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.
Yes, indeed we must trust in the Lord with all our hearts. And I really have faith in the Lord. I know that no matter what happens, the Lord will be guiding me and that He will always keep me safe. [hmm, sidetrack thought: reminds me of how glad I am that we have the same life verse :D♥]
In conjunction to this, I thought of something else. Something that I learned not too long ago. I learned this when i was in sec2. Hmm, about 2 years ago? Everyone in this little world would want to fit in. Can I say that this is a common problem for all teenagers? Fitting in? But of course, while I was in sec1, the Lord has blessed me with knowledge and understanding to know that I just have to be myself and not try too hard to fit in. And yes, I am thankful for that. But in sec2,
I learned that we MUST NOT JUDGE for this makes it harder for everyone to live harmoniously together.
I learnt this when one day, an old friend of mine came to ask me for some advice. Hmm, I should say that it was a typical situation for a teenager to be in. Love, hurt, pain, denial, rejection, broken promises. And yes, in such a situation, it seems as though everyone knows what the obvious thing to do is but the person in the situation itself is at a loss. I marveled at this fact. I mean, WHY? And I learned my lesson there.
Its coz, no matter how obvious the situation may be, no matter how stupid one person may look through his/her actions, you CAN NEVER JUDGE THEM. We may have experienced it before or seen similar examples in our lives. But no one can ever really know what it is like. You ask me why?
It coz no matter how similar the situation may be, the people who are involved in the situation ARE NOT THE SAME. No matter how similar two people may be, they are not and WILL NEVER BE THE SAME. Seeing eye to eye on certain things doesn't mean you'll see eye to eye on everything. You can NEVER TELL SOMEONE WHAT TO DO. You can advice them. Tell them of what you think. If they take your advice, then just be wary as you may be blamed responsible for the consequences of their decisions. If not, then, just take it that you were there to lend a listening ear. This is why we have FREE WILL.
Its your life, you're responsible for it.So what did I say to my friend in the end? I told her firstly that life's gonna get hard and it won't be easy to strive through it, but no matter what her decision would be, I wouldn't reprimand her for it nor would I hate her for it. I would gladly support her all the way and I promised to be there if she would ever need a listening ear. Then I told her stories of similar situations. Of course I told her that in the end, it would still be her decision but stories of the past can help us see what's in store for us if we ever do the same thing again.
And the most important thing to do is that YOU FOLLOW YOUR HEART and ALWAYS TRUST THE LORD. And so, the story goes on. But I think that I am forever grateful to the Lord for this message that He gave me. And I really thank God for everything He has thought me, given me, and blessed me with. Throughout the years, He has guided me, blessed me and thought me things that have made me into who I am today. He knows my secrets, He knows my past and future. He was able to answer my prayers and He was always there in my lowest points in life.
He is indeed our BEST FATHER :)So I guess, I've been really tired out today eventhough I have no idea why. Haha, random thought: I kinda miss eating rice:p Haha, its just that my family's like going on some diet. They all need to lose weight [that's what they're all saying] and I'm the only who'd be in trouble if I lose more weight-.- Pathetic. My dad says that I need to eat more. But Ijust can't somehow. Milk is always the best, and I love to drink chocolate milk;P Haha, but then, it hinders my eating habitsT.T Bleah....
Ok, so I guess that sit now:)
♥andrea♥P.S. I am sooooooooooooooooooooooo soooooooo sorry once again:( I reeally feel very bad about this:(:( I'm terribly sorry:(:( I l♥ve you soooooooooooooo sooooooo much, and remember, nothing can change that in my heart♥ You're my one and only love;) ♥
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