Thursday, June 24, 2010
Hello! :)Oh wells, didn't update for a while...I've been caught up with work and I guess...I was too lazy to blog:p Hmmm...
You guys know, there's this little chain message going around in facebook...This one:
"Be honest and post this on anyone's wall who made you smile somewhere,sometime in yourlife. It may surprise you, but check out how many comesback.Thanks a lot for making me smile ♥"
Gosh...You know, the moment I read this, I automatically thought of YOU...But gosh...There's totally no way I can do that:( I'd be labelled crazy if I did... :/
Haha, anyway, nothing much for the past few days:):) Went to the Universal Studious with my family yesterday:) Not bad, saw some really cool stuff:) But the thing is, my family isn't really sporting enough to go for some of the more freaky rides and all.. :( Haha, but nevertheless, it was a nice time out with my family:):)
Hmm, gosh, I miss you soooo much:( And probably the worst thing is that school's gonna start next week:( Hais, here comoes the work load...
I'm scared to take on the new term...REALLY SCARED. :( Hmmm, THE REASON MAY BE A STUPID ONE THOUGH. D:And its not because of anyone or anything else that I'm feeling this way. I mean...its like, I know myself well...I know very well of what may happen this term...But ALWAYS REMEMBER, I'll be doing my best no matter what:):) I know very well that it won't be easy..Nothing in life is ever easy [except maybe for Salvation which is like really a GIFT(: ] So I'm gonna be working hard for the next few months:) But really...there are just times when I still get overwhelmed by my fear... :'(
Anyhoos...Gonna go now:) Seriously...I have a habit of huggin my pillow now-a-days...bleahT.T Especailly when I miss you.. :(
So...See you guys next week people! -.- Really...I've been back to school for more than half of my holidays...there is really no way I can say that I miss it...-.-
♥andrea♥
P.S. I miss you sooo much na:( I looveee you♥
♥My right to speak. My right to love♥ 7:31 PM
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Happy Father's Day!! ♥Hmm, today was Father's day:) The usual yet unique celebration in our church where all the families had to say a little something for their fathers:):)
Anyway, I want to FIRSTLY APPOLGIZE to YOU :(:(
I am sooo soooo sooorrryy that I wasn't able to reply your message:( It really slipped my mind to buy top-up for my phone and I don't think that I'll be getting one soon:( Gosh..this sucks...And truth be told, I miss you soo much:( Yea, I kinda just saw you earlier on but I just still miss you♥ Please forgive me?:( I've been messing up sooo much now-a-days...And I really don't know why... :( I'm super-duper sooooorrryy my love:( I loooveee you sooo soooo much♥ I really really am soooooo sorry:( I feel soo bad always messing up here :( I am sooo sorry:(
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Thought of today: My life verse; Proverbs 3:5-6
-Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding.
-In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.
-In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.
Yes, indeed we must trust in the Lord with all our hearts. And I really have faith in the Lord. I know that no matter what happens, the Lord will be guiding me and that He will always keep me safe. [hmm, sidetrack thought: reminds me of how glad I am that we have the same life verse :D♥]
In conjunction to this, I thought of something else. Something that I learned not too long ago. I learned this when i was in sec2. Hmm, about 2 years ago? Everyone in this little world would want to fit in. Can I say that this is a common problem for all teenagers? Fitting in? But of course, while I was in sec1, the Lord has blessed me with knowledge and understanding to know that I just have to be myself and not try too hard to fit in. And yes, I am thankful for that. But in sec2, I learned that we MUST NOT JUDGE for this makes it harder for everyone to live harmoniously together.
I learnt this when one day, an old friend of mine came to ask me for some advice. Hmm, I should say that it was a typical situation for a teenager to be in. Love, hurt, pain, denial, rejection, broken promises. And yes, in such a situation, it seems as though everyone knows what the obvious thing to do is but the person in the situation itself is at a loss. I marveled at this fact. I mean, WHY? And I learned my lesson there.
Its coz, no matter how obvious the situation may be, no matter how stupid one person may look through his/her actions, you CAN NEVER JUDGE THEM. We may have experienced it before or seen similar examples in our lives. But no one can ever really know what it is like. You ask me why?
It coz no matter how similar the situation may be, the people who are involved in the situation ARE NOT THE SAME. No matter how similar two people may be, they are not and WILL NEVER BE THE SAME. Seeing eye to eye on certain things doesn't mean you'll see eye to eye on everything. You can NEVER TELL SOMEONE WHAT TO DO. You can advice them. Tell them of what you think. If they take your advice, then just be wary as you may be blamed responsible for the consequences of their decisions. If not, then, just take it that you were there to lend a listening ear. This is why we have FREE WILL. Its your life, you're responsible for it.
So what did I say to my friend in the end? I told her firstly that life's gonna get hard and it won't be easy to strive through it, but no matter what her decision would be, I wouldn't reprimand her for it nor would I hate her for it. I would gladly support her all the way and I promised to be there if she would ever need a listening ear. Then I told her stories of similar situations. Of course I told her that in the end, it would still be her decision but stories of the past can help us see what's in store for us if we ever do the same thing again. And the most important thing to do is that YOU FOLLOW YOUR HEART and ALWAYS TRUST THE LORD.
And so, the story goes on. But I think that I am forever grateful to the Lord for this message that He gave me. And I really thank God for everything He has thought me, given me, and blessed me with. Throughout the years, He has guided me, blessed me and thought me things that have made me into who I am today. He knows my secrets, He knows my past and future. He was able to answer my prayers and He was always there in my lowest points in life. He is indeed our BEST FATHER :)
So I guess, I've been really tired out today eventhough I have no idea why. Haha, random thought: I kinda miss eating rice:p Haha, its just that my family's like going on some diet. They all need to lose weight [that's what they're all saying] and I'm the only who'd be in trouble if I lose more weight-.- Pathetic. My dad says that I need to eat more. But Ijust can't somehow. Milk is always the best, and I love to drink chocolate milk;P Haha, but then, it hinders my eating habitsT.T Bleah....
Ok, so I guess that sit now:)
♥andrea♥
P.S. I am sooooooooooooooooooooooo soooooooo sorry once again:( I reeally feel very bad about this:(:( I'm terribly sorry:(:( I l♥ve you soooooooooooooo sooooooo much, and remember, nothing can change that in my heart♥ You're my one and only love;) ♥
♥My right to speak. My right to love♥ 4:43 PM
Saturday, June 19, 2010
A little something I saw on the net…it reminded me of my conversation with Jannine:) Haha, babe, this one is for you :D Haha, I really wish you and HIM the best babe:) Don’t be too worried about it alright? You guys are really sweet and God will be guiding you guys all the way. I’ll be praying for you guys alright?♥ Hehe, just like how you’ve always been supporting me through all my decisions, I’ll be behind your back too babe;) Hahaha, love ya babe:) ♥
And of course don’t think I’ve forgotten:) Aaww, you know my Darling, you never fail to melt my heart and I really really love you♥ Gosh, you’ve been in my head the whole day(: I miss you soooo much na…♥ I really never thought I’d meet a guy like you:) I loooovveee you♥♥andrea♥
♥My right to speak. My right to love♥ 7:44 PM
Friday, June 18, 2010
♥Now can you feel the magic in the air? It must’ve been the way you kissed me♥ I love you sooooo much, thank you for yesterday♥Thank you soooooo much for yesterday:) I love you soooo much talaga♥ and always remember that I’ll always be here for you my love, we’ll always support each other no matter what♥ No matter what they say or think, you know that I’ll always be loving you♥ I love you wholeheartedly♥♥
That’s it for now:) Have a good weekend people(:
♥andrea♥
P.S. Just trust me babes;)
♥My right to speak. My right to love♥ 6:11 PM
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
I believe I am tooooo in love with you:) hahaha, I just loooovveee you soo soo much♥ Who would have known that I’d meet a guy like you? So sweet, caring and forever melting my heart(:Hehe, basically, I’ve been thinking of you the whole day…Hmmm, aren’t you ever tired of running in circles in my mind? :D Hahaha;) Gosh, I’m really in loooovee with you♥
You ask me why I lovee him soo much? Its coz…
Hmmm, you know, He’s the only one who has ever made me feel this way. Up to this time, I’ve never been soo certain about something in my life. Hmm, unlike any other guys He’s just sooo different. The way he cares for me is just sooo different. He out-shines every other guy that I’ve known. He has this somewhat innocent nature and yet he seem soo much more mature and really the type of guy I know I can trust with my life:). Most of the times, I find that you’re a whole lot more mature than me:) [Another thing my friends would definitely agree on :p ]
Haha, gosh, I can just imagine the faces and reactions of my friends as they read this post;D Hahaha, gosh, I believe I know the exact word to describe this. LOVESICK:) Haha, or maybe LOVEDRUNK. :p
I loveee you my darling♥ Nothing would change that love:) I might not say it often, but I just want you to know that there is nothing more special than having you by my side always♥ I just hope that I can make you as happy as you make me:)
Anyway, I thought of a little something [like at last] to describe how I really am feeling. I’m ever so thankful to the Lord for giving me a person like you so this is what I suddenly thought of:)
I asked God for a flower, He gave me a garden
I asked God for a minute, He gave me a day
Then I asked Him for an angel and true love
And He gave me you♥
♥andrea♥
♥My right to speak. My right to love♥ 6:55 PM
Saturday, June 12, 2010
Love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but somehow feeling warm inside because you're close in heart. ~Kay Knudsen
Gosh...I don't even know who the hell is that. But yes, I miss you sooo sooo much:(
But only one last night for me to go to sleep without knowing how you’re doing. After that, I’ll be more comforted :) ♥ You know, I miss you sooo sooo much? I never missed someone this much before. Even when I went to camps, I never really missed my parents and all. Hmm, you are constantly on my mind, my friends have reminded me over and over again to not miss you so much:(
Haha, some people even tried to volunteer to be a temporary “replacement” for you-.- Seriously, I was about to laugh at that…And they were like “I’ll be your replacement ok? (That better not be okay!!)” Haha, seems like they really care for me…Hehe, I’m really really touched though:):)
And the thing that I really really don’t like would be that when I dream of you, I miss you sooo much more in the morning when I wake up:( I hate missing someone:( Seriously, I hate it.
Ok, that was a little bit of obsessing about how much I miss him…
Hehe, sorry about that, some people may be bored.. :/
Moving on now…Hmm, had a hell of a week…
Did I mention that Amaths tuition is a hell lot noisier than physics class? Hahaha, seriously more jokers. And totally entertaining as I realised that they LOVE picking on Gabriel. Hahaha, ok, I’m not a meenie or anything, but seriously, Gabriel is really really funn to shoot at. He tends to act big and all so these guys from other elite schools are the best to shoot him till he turns red and speechless giving an egoistic laugh. But really, HE’S IRRITATING.
Anyway, nothing much to say now…Gonna enjoy my Saturday night now I guess…
♥andrea♥
P.S. I lovee you sooo sooo much. I wish time would pass so much faster now:( I miss you soo much. Not hearing from you for like less than a week can kill. Seriously. I lovee you♥
♥My right to speak. My right to love♥ 6:04 PM
Friday, June 11, 2010
Gosh, I love you talaga:) I miss you quite badly too:( ♥
Hmm, a while ago, my parents had banned me from using the comp coz they say that I waste time in blogs. Now its the holidays, they say that I can use the com, but not too much:)
Well, what a week it has been huh? Kinda busy despite it being a holiday:/ Monday, we had our English course. Awesome as always, and guess what? Free oreos again...haha:) Then Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday was 4hr sessions of Amaths with Ms Gina:) Haha, very useful lessons I must say:D Later, I'll be going for my first Amaths tuition session. Great, now, I'm gonna be spending Friday nights in Mr Thong's freezing room doing amaths:( But I need this. So, no more complaints about it:):)
Anyway, last Sunday, Rebecca came over to church:) Haha, not bad I should say:):) Had a great lunch afterwards:):) I guess she had so much fun killing zombies huh? haha:D
And did I happen to mention I'm like addicted to nail polish? LOL:D Haha, just that currently, I have pusha-pink nails with black stripes. O.O Haha, I don't know why I did that-.- And gosh, it looks soo..umm...bimbo? LOL..Haha, it looks weird yet nice at the same time anyway:D
So I guess I'off now:):)
♥andrea♥
P.S. I miss you sooo sooo much na:/ But I know its just a few more days before you return:):) I loveee you soo soo much♥
♥My right to speak. My right to love♥ 3:39 PM
