Thursday, May 6, 2010
Heyy, I guess, from now onwards I might not be able to update my nonsense on this little space I have:/ Gonna be occupied with MUGGING -.- (But seriously, when I'm down, I think of what you said to me and I feel really happy:/)
Anyway, I felt really down today
despite me feeling so happy yesterday and all. I really wish I could just stay in that time yesterday. It was a great day that ended on a beautiful note.(The next 2 paragraphs is just me blabbing about why I feel down. Don't read it if you don't want to. I don't want anyone to die of boredom.)I kinda feel pissed and sad at the same time. I'm pissed mainly coz of the incident this morning. School has been really pissing me off. I don't know if that's what I mean. Its more like, school has hurt me so much:( All this stuff that really targets me emotionally. Its really tiring you know.
And the worse thing is that they are your friends. The one who should understand you the most and they end up being the ones who hurt you the most instead. No doubt that I have so many AWESOME friends. That, I cannot deny. But...Really, I don't get the way you think. Is it so hard to understand that I do what I do coz I have to? Do you have to make harder than it already is? You know, it kills me when I have arguments, misunderstandings and all this crap. I really find it petty. Its even pettier when I get involved. There are times when maybe I could emphatize with the cause of the argument. But this time...I don't know.
Anyways...
Tomorrow's the practical paper:/ I guess I can pass this one. But then again who knows? Haha, but I have faith in God always. Its my life verse and I really should apply it more often:/
Today, I was able to follow my study timetable. Thats like really rare. So on the positive side, I won't really need to mugg till midnight:) Ok, till I have time again thens:)
♥andrea♥P.S.You were really sweet to me and I felt happy talking to you. Thank you so much for making me smile once again♥
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