Tuesday, March 9, 2010
I had no plans to blog today but I read something on Naddy's blog and I could relate to it.
Yes, I meant every word on my post yesterday.To tell you the truth, I dont give a shit anymore about things...
But I realized I never really said what I felt in the middle of it all.
And as some readers might feel lost, I shall explain through this little saying I found on Naddy's blog:)
Thanks Nadiah:):)
“It’s the worst feeling in the world to love and hate someone all at the same time. and it’s hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. It’s crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on, and you want to move on, but you’re stuck right where you started. When feelings come and go and you can’t decide what you want. When you have so many things to say, but you don’t know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther and farther away. It’s so hard to think back to how things used to be and look at it now and realize that things are different, and they may never be the same. You tell yourself it’s not worth it, but if it really didn’t matter, you wouldn’t spend so much time thinking about it.”
No, I am not back to the state I was in just days ago, I feel more relieved and at ease now that I know what I am feeling.
I no longer feel lost, all I know is, I was a fool, and I won't do the same thing ever.
♥andrea♥
♥My right to speak. My right to love♥ 5:44 PM
