Hahahas, I really don't mean to hurt Barney fans but I find Barney creepy.
I mean which dinasour brushes his teeth? hahahas:D

Elmo is sooo much cuter^_~

Anyways, I've been totally random these past few days. I don't know whats wrong with me..

Tomorrow's Sport's Day. Now I ask you, why did I volunteer to run when I can't run?? What an idiot I am huh??
But since its our last year, might as well feel the fun of thing rights?
Gonna eat with Syafiqah and Sha'irah afterwards so yea...

Gonna get rest!!!
I slept at 2am this morning and got up at 5am....
All because of incomplete homeworkssss and the freaking Emaths test I had to pass...
And if I pass that test, it would be a miracle coz I seriously can't do emaths...
I might have hope for amaths but emaths is a dead end...):

But still, I realised like a few weeks ago, I believe, that there are still many people out there encouraging hopeless people like me. Glad to know people who encourages you:) It really makes you day^^

So, I need my rest...(:

♥andrea♥

P.S. I think I'm considering a new occupation...Interior designer or architech:) Cool or what?? hahaha:D

Today was practically some of the more happier days for the year, but it wasn't that awesome I guess..(:
Let me start from the top...

Came to school limping...):
I started having cramps after doing too many standing broad jumps for P.E. last Wednesday. I was limping on Thursday down the stairs towards the guides room but of course, it was a rainy day and for a person like me, something just had to happen. As I started down the sescond flight of stairs down the hall, I slipped at the 3rd step from the top all the way to the 3rd step from the bottom-.- How lovely...And take note that the kind flight of stairs wasn't at all that short in distance....

I was in a relatively blurr state...In my mind I was like..."Ok...am I ok?? Oh...ouch...wait, its not that painful...ok...should I get up??...I should...wait...am I numb or am I just ignoring the pain??...Seriously...OUCH!!!" Nearly cried I guess, but really didn't. Felt so shaken but I'm good I guess....Compared to the past 2 times I fell and couldn't breathe coz I was trying not to feel the pain....

So that concludes my pain for the day....

I say today was one of my happiest mainly coz of lunch just now....^^
Totally hilarious and wild!! :D
Had lunch with Amal, Geraldine, Diyanah, Erina, Farzana, Elyanna and Hazirah at Banquet:) We were like a bunch of totally unstoppable crazy girls walking around Eastpoint. Positive thing would be that we all met at Banquet. Erina and Farzana went over to the ATM while Hazirah and Diyanah were doing the flagpole. Why do I say this to be positive?? Well...We even reached the point where all 3 of us, (Amal, Geraldine and me) were squatting just at foot of the escalator laughing...People passing by thought the obvious...CRAZY :D....So if all 8 of us were walking together...imagine the sight...~.~

Hahas...(:

So today had guides...
Cleaned the guides room and OhMyGieeee!!!! Its oh-so-NICE!!! :D
Its like a breath of fresh air when you walk in as compared to a total headache last time...One last problem...THE FAN!!!! -.- But the new and totally wonderful arrangement of furniture really gives it a more spacious and open feel:)
Had a "nice-little-chat" with the sec 3s...Aaahhh shits....
I seriously hate "Leader-Member Friendship"...I love being friends with my juniors...Seriously...They are totally great to hang out with..But when you have to step up and be a leader...hais...problems arise....

Anyways....

There's bible study at my house tomorrow, so I seriously need sleep tonight to be able to help out tomorrow...

That's it I guess?? (:

Have a great weekend peeps!!! :D

♥andrea♥

You know what?? I feel so pissed, and I know I shouldn't be.
Ok, maybe I'm not pissed. I'm more hurt than pissed actually...

You know what's the patheic thing??
My parents treatment towards me is really starting to suffocate me...
How much longer I can actually take this, I don't know.

They have never bothered about "me".
And I mean me as in who I am.
Ask them what my favourite colour is, and they'll say something like PINK. [Red would seriously have been a better answer. I kinda like red now^^]
Ask them what course I want to take, they'll say medicine. [Ever considered other things than jobs that deal with life and death, blood and a whole lot of memorising?]

And this is all because its what THEY want.

I hate performing when its in terms of singing.
They can't see that I'm not comfortable to do special numbers in church and its a really hard thing to do.
Of course they don't know that.
Why??
I can't judge, but it seems to me as though they just want to enjoy being praised for their kids.
Not many may see that but, when you know the person well, of course it will be pretty obvious.
And since they tell us to do it like its the most simple thing in the world, why don't you do it first?? LEAD BY EXAMPLE DON'T YOU THINK???

Going to a double science class has never been my choice.
Though I don't have any complaints on my class (forever an awesome and the best calss :D)
But when stress levels really begins to get to me...I just wished I picked a subject that I actually liked in the first place. [I always wanted to do literature and F&N or even D&T. I'm not so suckish that I can't LEARN how to draw.]
But I learned to love the subjects I have taken. Its awesome for me now:)
but still...

Their over-protectiveness is really killing me.
And whenever they try to change or improve our relationship, everything just becomes too FAKE.
You know when you see them nice to me, I save their face and just play along.
They are not the nice and perfect parents some people veiw them as.

How pathetic huh??

I've spent countless numbers of nights crying coz I have no one to share such emotions with. And you just can't tell this to parents like them coz, they won't listen. If you choose not to say anything in fear of making things worse, they scold you for not answering. When you give them an answer or just try to explain yourself, they say that you're answering back. Its like...WTF???

♥andrea♥

P.S. I hope that you would bear with me for this post. Its so whiny but I need space to express myself....

You know, we don't miss people just because they are no longer around, we also miss them because they are no longer the same.
Happened to me so many times that I lost keeping track of the countless number of friends I've lost.
And no, sometimes, you just can't blame them coz you love them so much.

On the other hand, there are those that melt your heart coz despite it all, they never change.
And yess, sometimes, these people are the ones that makes our lives even more special right?

Anyways...
School commences as per normal tomorrow.
No, it hasn't been a holiday for me. I mean, does going back to school almost every single day over the past week count as a holiday??
And even if you spend the holiday mugging, its still ok, coz that's kinda your choice...But going back to school for at least 60% of the time?? Yea, thats what sucks the most...

Anyways, enough complaining there.
I've had a reassnably pleasant day today:)
Yess, I''ve been in a good mood snce morning, and I've completed most of the task I've assigned to myself C:

Now, I need more optimistic people around me C:

♥andrea♥

P.S. Sobrang bait mo saakin, may time na parang nahuhulog na ako sa iyo...Pero...Ganyan din yung kapatid mo dati, kaya ako ay nahulog pero, nag bago siya. Magiging ganon ka rin ba? :(

Just returned from Speech Day Rehersals...
spsssshhhhhh....tired like don't know what!! :(

had lunch with Syafiqah just now....
Caught up on the events with each other, went home soon after that.

I believe many people would gladly rush all their homeworks today, if not over the next 3 days huh?
I mean, even for me, its hard to do my homeworks when I have to go to school everyday....
Maybe not everyday...Had 2 free days, but still...
You know I am still dead beat tired from camp...
One day break for that-no, actually, its half a day. Had o for a party at Tita Mercy's place:)
And as uua, the food was awesome:D
Tito Crancis cooked his specialty, Prawn Mee. Tita Mercy made chilli crab too...

Ok, asides that day, I "TRIED" to do my homework yesterday.
I did the Physics quiz...But I think I did the combined science one...awww shits....how stupid no??
Oh wells.....

Anyways, if I don't pass out on my bed soon, I'll totally salute myself...
I'm still tired...
I'll complete my other quizess tonight, if not tomorrow...

♥andrea♥

P.S. Can someone explain to me how some things can be everything thats right and everything thats wrong put together:(

The SPXperience was great funn:)
Had lots of great moments today and made a handful of new friends:)
Most of my members were from Temasek, a couple from Clementi and one from Kentridge...

I really feel that those who left early missed out on the best:(
The last part was really great...
The host was really funny, but he was kinda sick sometimes...you know what I mean...

Anyways, I'm now addicted to the bok, "A Walk To Remember" by Nicholas Sparks....
OMG, I know that the show is super addicting to thise out there who are like me-a hopeless romantic.
But now, I have the book.
Yess, there are time when I fancy books to movies.
I can imagine the scenes in my head better sometimes....

Anyways, gotta say, I have four books to read, a stack of homework to do, a pile of quizzess on ace-learning and alot of revising to finish up over the hols....
hais...tired much?


Ok, that sounds totally bimbotic.
Whatevers...

I think I'm gonna go and practice up my guitar:)
Have a great day everyone^_~

♥andrea♥

You guys know what? I don't give a freaking shit what you all think.
Honestly speaking, you are damn lucky that I already posted something up yesterday before I saw your tag.

I would really appriciate to blow my mind off what you're trying to do but seriously, I won't waste my time.


Damn it, is ruining the peace of others you career??

Gawd, I want to say many more things but I just don't know where to start...

Coz as of now, I can tell you that there are AT LEAST a handful of people laughing at your faces-.-


"Have a nice day:)"


♥andrea♥

I had no plans to blog today but I read something on Naddy's blog and I could relate to it.
Yes, I meant every word on my post yesterday.
To tell you the truth, I dont give a shit anymore about things...
But I realized I never really said what I felt in the middle of it all.
And as some readers might feel lost, I shall explain through this little saying I found on Naddy's blog:)
Thanks Nadiah:):)

Don't feel miserable over a guy who says that he has feelings for you and then suddenly changes his mind and finds himself someone else just because you were not confident of showing what you truly felt.

Today I realised, I "LIKED" you, but I NVER DID "LOVE" you.

♥andrea♥

P.S. If a couple's relationship is strengthened everytime they fight, I think yours must be "VERY STRONG" already no? (See the sarcasm in this, only my friends and I know why I phrase it like that)

Hi hi!!! :)
Just came back from church..
Earlier, I woke up shivering and then realizing I snoozed my phone's alarm...
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.....
But I woke up before the next one....got ready and then went to the students' bunks to the usual...

Hais, the past 3 days...
They were really great:)
But of course, not everything was oh-so-great...
The oh-so-pampered lil ones of the school just got, what they believe to be, HELL.
Yess, the lil ones who have never sat on grass, never touched an ant and the lil ones who would always take their own sweet and lovely time to do things, have just returned from "torture".

To be honest, the camp is already quite slack.
1) P.T. is not really Physical Torture anymore, they don't even sweat, they just stretch-.-
2) Just after supper they get at least and hour before lights out..zzzzz
3) They didn't get alot of punishments although they have been desrving of much of it.
4) Their lack of cooperation has just been great in reducing the "Strcit" part of the camp.

Anyways, the rest of the camp was totally GREAT and AWESOME minus the scoldings, yellings, naggings and moments where you feel totally pissed.
Yess, it was AWESOME!!!
The campfire was really GREAT.
Probably the only time I was really quite hyper throughout the camp.
I wasn't hyper for this camp, that, I admit.
Even during the campfire, I was only like 60-65% there...
Anyways...
There's like a whole lot of pics...lazy to upload or stuffs and I didn't use my cam...hahaha:)

After dismissal, I went home, got a super-de-duper nice cooling bath and then went to church...
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.......
Half a tube of mentos kept me going for the whole session:)
Gonna make sure I bring more for class tomorrow...
I will definitely be sooo sleepy...):

Anyways, gonna get some well desrved sleep:)
After a maximum of 6h of sleep each day for the common test week, sleeping at 1-3 am in the morning and waking up at 5-6am in the morning for camp....My sleeping debt is burrying me deep!!!! >.<
Soooo...TTFN!!! :D

♥andrea♥

wohoooo!!!!! Last paper is on tomorrow, then I'll be off to Camp!!! :D
Alright!!! b^^d

Anyways, I have yet to start packing my stuffs...
Bought insect reppellent only just now and I got my track pants:):)
I just got my sleeping bag out of its secret hiding place a while ago and the bag I'm planning to use is still stored away in peace-.-

Tomorrow, I'm taking 1e4, COMMITMENT 2!!!!! :):)
Awesome!!!! [lols, influenced by nadiah already(:]
I'm gonna be working with Manfred again:)
Yay, lets try to win the best group award again no???
Hahahaha, hope my sec 1s will be hyper:):)

Anyways, tomorrow is the last paper and I have no mood to study:(
Seeesh...Whatever it is, I will force myself but maybe after a little bit more of procrastination...(;

Anyways, smiling at all the silly comments on fb, you guys would know I guess....
Like "HITLER SUCKS!!!! he caused so much trouble in the past. each problem he caused our TB has a new page -.- ass!" lols..that was from kenneth...
Totally ridiculous:D:D

This comments and the encouragements from shout outs or comments from friends really brightens up the gloomy day:)

Oh ya, it rained a 'lil bit today-.-
Wished it would rain more coz its soooooo hot>.<
But nevertheless, don't let it rain during sec 1 camp PLEASE!!!!
I don't like going into the forest at night and its all wet and mushy:(:(

Anyways, gotta go and pack stuffs away:)
I'll be back on Sunday....
Maybe I'll update after church if I don't pass out on my bed:)

♥andrea♥

Weeeeee......(:
Its Wednesday today!!! We're halfway through the week^^

Ok, I woudn't say that I'm in such a good mood coz so far, my papers haven't been all that great:(
I was a bit dissappointed with my performance in Amaths just now and I think I'm going to flunk my Geog, if not Chem:(
I still might pass the others:)

All that I remember would be that the 'perfect' topic came out for english.
"Dissappointment"
Just great no?? I was staring at the paper which in return grinned back at me...

Geog was rather stupid too...They gave us 3 writting papers...How many did I end up using??
ONE -.-

>.<
Seesh...But what else can I do right?? Whatever is done, is done:)
At least we don't repeat it during the Os aye??

Anyways, I have yet to pack for the camp this Friday...
Hmmmm, camp this Friday would probably mean I have to go during the afternoon service on Sunday:(
Seesh...I'm always sleepy on Sunday afternoons...-.-
And the problem is, I probably won't get much sleep during the camp, not much sleep on Sunday either, then there's school on Monday:(

Anyways, enough grumbling there:)

Tomorrow, Physics and Biology:) Then on Friday, Emaths T.T
Eventhough I really hate it, there's no vectors so really glad:):)

Oh ya, I might buy my track pants either tomorrow or on Friday morning when we're released early from school:):)
Yay!! We can go by 10.50am:):) And though its only like one and a half hours from the usual time, its still one and a half hours:)

So I need to study now:):)
Just wanted to de-stress:)

♥andrea♥

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