Saturday, February 27, 2010
Lols, if ou guys are thinking of the food rojak, then no, its not what my post is about today:)
Its more like I feel excited to go for the sec 1 camp but I feel a bit too lazy...
Can you believe it??
Like for the first time, I'm actually saying that I'm too lazy to go for a camp O.O
Apparently, I L♥ve camps...a bit xiao, but yeah, thats me:(
But the camp is like on the last day of Common Tests!!!
Gosh, I'm soo pressured to do well in my subjects already...-.-
I need to do well, better. I've been slacking too much like since last year-.-
I need to pick up my pace...
I realized that I'm less active in some things now...
Like in Prefectorial Board??
Gosh, some things to me are like POINTLESS...
Sorry, but really, after a while, you just feel so tired
coz the problems are reapeted and you get extra scolding for things that you've been doing your best to solve:(
I hate it that sooo many times, the teachers don't see the amount of effort you put in to complete the work they assigned, the times you have sacrificed and they totally don't sympathize with you!! >.<
Yeah, talk about indigestion, not being able to study for tests, missing lessons, being late for tution classes and just feeling soo exhausted...?
Maybe thats just the small part of it...? I dunno....
Yess, I'm coplaining now, I shouldn't but I just did...):
I guess that I'm kinda feeling the pressure:(
Sometimes, you feel like..."I wish I never got the responsibility in the first place" No??
But of course, I feel a total opposite at times in Guides:)
Dunno why, but there's something about Guides...
Its stressful, yes. But at the end of the day, seeing what you have achieved, you don't feel so tired. The teachers emphatize with you, they scold for a reason(most of the times) and their activities and meetings are not what we call "good for nothing".
Sorry that I have to make prefectorial board like the worst thing in the world...
I don't mean to, but there is no system. The prefects somehow feel that the school is just using us. It seems that way doesn't it?
Its just an excuse for getting people to put chairs for assemblies, people to serve them for any functions, and many more??
I dunno, but come on...The only things that I can remeber to be worth it would be the Camp in St. John Island and the Adam Kooh Camp:)
Soo sorry, but I really need a plaze to give out my shizzz...
hais...Just to tired...-.-
Anyways, the workshop just now was ok I guess...
Really would have prefered to stay at home to study but it wasn't really that much of a waste of time:)
Good thing:)
♥andrea♥P.S. I feel a bit weird in a good way today...Totally like, I soo don't give a damn anymore about my situation[the korean drama]. I think this is the stage where totally get over some people. You don't feel anything aanmore coozz it seems though that the person you once knew is no longer there....? Don't advise me to think it over, please.
♥My right to speak. My right to love♥ 9:37 PM
