Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Hello to all:)
Yess, I know that my older post seemed so depressing and all that...
But
yess, something happened that made me wanna change...
Golly gosh, I change my mind fast eh??
Anyway, a dream caused the whole turn in my heart.
Then I talked it out with friends...
Jannine was like "Oh my gosh...that's so sweet"
And I was like.."Err, sweet my foot...I'm gonna give up soon"
"
YESSS!!! I'm gonna give up!!!
Its an endless and tiring game which I want out...
But of course...
Hais, the
BUTs come in...
I might still continue if given a chance, but now, no, I don't want to fight in this battlefield."
This were the words in my mind as I explained things to
Jannine:)
And when I found this fact to be more and more obvious in my heart,
Jannine was like "touched" by it and soon her eyes were filled with tears-_-
Soon, I too, was overwhelmed by an unexplainable feeling in my heart and it poured out of my eyes...
And then the bell rang...
OMG...
That's the first time I ever cried over a guy...
Ok, maybe I didn't cry over a guy but its because of a guy that I cried...
Still counted...
I feel so stupid...
But I know that for now, if it isn't you, no one else can occupy this stupid heart of mine.
I'm so sorry if I'm boring you like hell.
But then, I found out something a little while ago....
Eeeeshhh...so complex....
That's love I guess...
I'm an idiot anyway...
♥andrea♥
♥My right to speak. My right to love♥ 6:26 PM
