Friday, January 29, 2010
Hello:)
Well, I'm like soo tired...
Today, we had circuit training with Mr Chan...
Did 3 sets...
eeeeeeeee......
I was sooo tired after that, but still, I was in a good mood:)
In guides, I was kinda hyper:)
Together with Amalina, we "entertained" the sec 1s...
hmmmmm...
Sing-a-long...whacko...flour-game...reflections...
Usuals...
And they want WATER-BOMB for next week's activity...
hhhhmmmm....
We'll see then:)
Oh yea, I really wanna say something out...
I feel so freaking pathetic....
I mean, up until now, I don't know what I'm feeling...
DAMN IT!!!!
And seriously, I wanna run to my bed and then start crying myself to sleep:(
I wanna do that now to comfort myself...
Why the hell am I so indecisive...
And no, I don't feel like crying coz of that issue...
No, no, no...
Its coz...
I feel so mean coz I'm such an irresponsible, fickle-minded, pathetic, and I wish that I can rewind time...
I feel so guilty that I've been such a "naughty" girl...
You know, I really haven't been at my tip-top condition for my spirituality side...
I slacked once in a while this year...
I shouldn't do it anymore...
I feel really bad and DOWN...
I don't know why...
Its like, I lack so much faith now-a-days that...I dunno...
I feel so heavy in the heart....
Damn it....
OMG....
This is such a long post....
Gosh..I wanna pray or do something soothing...
♥andrea♥
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