Sunday, December 6, 2009
Happy 9th Church Anniversary:)
hmm, I just reach home...
Nothing much today...
I'll upload the pics another time alrite??
Oh can I say something??
I seriously can't believe what I've been feeling for almost the whole day!!!
In my head, ran the same phrase over and over again>.<
"Come on ANDREA!!!! YOU HAVE TO STOP IT.....
YOU SHOULDN"T FEEL THIS WAY, YOU KNOW BETTER:("
I'm such an ass....
And to think na sabi mo
"Hindi naman nya ko type ee" ??
Ok, I know I suck when it comes to expressions of feelings....
Ok-maybe I don't...
Only WHEN MY PARENTS ARE AROUND!!!!Like duh!!!!
I'm such an ass....
And to think I could actually try to put things away??
Feeling na manhid ako kahit medyo masakit??
Tapos, acting pa na wala lang saakin for this long?
Its like a broken slipper, then you use scotch-tape to put it back together??
It breaks eventually because, I USED SCOTCH TAPE!!!
In the end, I lost control of all my stupid feelings>.<I hate myself for doing that....
I should have just let it out right??
I mean, if I did, would I still be in this state???
Or would I be in a worse state??
Ugh...I'm freaking confused!!!! >.<
I seem to have a whole load to say out but...
I can't find the freaking words....
Anyone got any advice??
♥andrea♥
♥My right to speak. My right to love♥ 5:26 PM
